NOTE: I'm attending the annual NACAC (National Association for College Admission Counseling) conference this week. I'll be seeing many of my admissions counselor and school counselor friends so I thought I'd reflect on a time when I was of that world more specifically. I originally wrote this for a project that a few friends were working on focused on stories of the storm but it never got off the ground and this ended up in a notebook in a box in my closet. I found that notebook when I moved to Arlington and have been revising some of the work. I hope you enjoy it. We'll be back to our regularly scheduled Island musings this weekend.
March 14, 2006
March 14, 2006
Banner.
Nametag. Rolling bag. Prospect card. I have never thought I’d have a profession
that was at once so identifiable while being so anonymous. If you were to pass
me in an airport you would think that I’m just another member of the traveling business
class with my rolling bag and permanent cup of coffee. If you followed me to my
rental car you would see a standard, non-descript colorless (is beige really a
color?) mid-size, two door car. Probably a Dodge Stratus or a Chevy Malibu.
Follow me on to my hotel and you’d find me at a Marriott or Courtyard or
whatever by Marriott. I’m a Marriott girl (at least for now). No fancy suite,
just your average room, hopefully there’s wifi and a king would awesome. I like
to sleep in the center; it’s like sleeping on an island.
If you were
to continue with me over the course of the evening you would see a fairly
typical life of a person who travels mainly for work. I like to order room
service and watch cable (I have neither at home). I like my hotel room cold. I
try to neaten things for the cleaning staff. Up to this point, I’m traveler
Jane in a sea of traveler Janes. Nothing special or unique.
If you
followed me after my Starbucks run the next morning you would soon see the
traveler Jane persona fade away. I have a banner and a nametag. I have a table
to set up and I’d prefer a rectangle. Circular tables and my banner don’t get
along.
I am the
face of my university. I am my banner and my nametag. A roller bag accompanies
me everywhere. I am on a quest for a fully completed prospect card and the
mythical oboe player from South Dakota. I am an admissions counselor! I help shape
the university classes of the future. I have begun to take my job a bit less
seriously.
Admissions
counseling seems like a subculture in higher education.We’re the
black sheeps of the university family. No matter what, we will never be good
enough for the rest of the family. I’m hoping someone will research this
phenomenon one day. Maybe it can be their dissertation. We have our own
language and gestures and rituals. There are hierarchies and hierarchies within
hierarchies. There are lifers and the rotating masses of 20 somethings in their
first job. When I first started I described the job (the road part at least) as
being a lot like high school only with slightly more money and way more alcohol.
What
happens when that identity is removed? During my first travel season I wondered
that all the time. We had been trained that forgetting any of the items for our
table would be considered a huge sin and we would be reprimanded upon our
return to the office. My ODC constantly kicked into high gear every time I packed
to travel. I checked for my badge and banner at least twenty times before
leaving. Yes, I have a compulsion. That’s the way it goes.
As I
finalized my travel for my second fall season I was a bit more relaxed. I knew
that nothing too horrible would happen to me if I forgot my nametag and
prospect cards are easy to photocopy. I had a new rolling bag this time around
and it wasn’t as heavy as my parents’ Corgi (without the materials). My trips were, in my
opinion, better planned and a more efficient use of my time. I was determined
not to get lost. I left work on August 26th with all my trips booked
and ready to go.
Friday
night was nothing special. I had errands to run over the weekend but no plans
to evacuate as of Friday afternoon. I woke up on Saturday and a lot had
changed. I ran my errands, packed up my bag, the cat and headed to Birmingham.
I threw in my day planner (awesome). We thought we’d be home by Wednesday.
Pretty soon
we realized that we would not be home on Wednesday. My friend and I made our
ways to our parents’ houses to figure out what next. By the time I got to DC,
I got the call “Buy some suits, you’re doing all your trips.” I spent the next
three days frantically rearranging flights, buying clothes and photocopying
prospect cards (see?). I would head out
on my first trip once week after the levees broke. My on the road identity
became something I really never wanted it to be: hurricane college.
The biggest
issue with being “hurricane college” is that there is no way to stop people
from thinking that ever. No matter what you tell someone, they will not believe
you. I tried my hardest to clarify and explain but images on CNN speak a whole
lot louder than words.
For the
first two days of my first trip to Omaha, NE for Catholic Colleges Week, I had
a maroon tablecloth, photocopied prospect cards and college fair flyers and
nothing else. Compared to my colleagues I was plain, no frills, not that
interesting. They had nametags and pretty banners and fun photos of their
campuses and students. I had horrible images in a 24/7 news cycle and a sad
computer generated sign. The staff at one of the local universities had to
photocopy the one business card I had for a counselor breakfast (thank God my
mom always has one of my cards at home). The whole thing made me feel very out
of control. I just wanted to go home (and I mean home to New Orleans).
I thought
things would get better when I got my “banner” (a plastic temporary version)
but I only got yelled at by seventeen year olds and became a bit of a target.
Whoever said Midwesterners were all nice has never been to Omaha following a
catastrophic hurricane.
As I
continued to travel that fall I became even more aware of the trappings of the
admissions industry. I liked not having so much stuff (viewbooks, junior pieces,
etc.) but missed the reliance on the pictures. I started to hate my colleagues;
they didn’t have any hard questions to answer like me. While they answered
questions on GPA and scores, I had to answer questions like “Is you school even
there?” or “Do you offer a major in scuba?” People are not particularly
sympathetic or sensitive to events like these. Basically, people suck.
It doesn’t
seem to matter how much times passes; we will always be “hurricane college.” We
can rebuild our city and not have another storm for a 100 years but the label
will still be there. It doesn’t matter if I have my nametag and banner, I’ll
still be identified that way. Not as traveler Jane, not as an admissions
professional—just as hurricane college. People will never realize the pain and
the hurt and how awful and hurtful their comments and “jokes” were. They don’t
really know what it means to miss their home like I did. And I hope they never
do. They will never have the desire to punch a 17 year boy in the face for
asking if everyone in my city was dead and then laughing about it. Again, I
hope they never feel that way. I guess I rather be traveler Jane, anonymous and
plain, then hurricane college any day.
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